My Sister’s Bedroom, 2022

My sister was diagnosed with depression and anxiety last year, but her symptoms had been prevalent for much longer. Throughout her teenage years, her bedroom has taken on a new form. It is now synonymous with the color pink, the cats she’s raised, walls as art canvases, herbs, flowers, and crystals. Some might call it a “depression room,” a term that has been recently popularized to describe the mess someone diagnosed might exhibit. I wanted to find a way to display that my sister’s room demonstrates her creativity and warmth; it is not just a “mess.” I took photos of details from her bedroom, then edited them as aura photographs. A teenager’s bedroom is a part of their identity, and my goal was to create a visual representation of the energy of my sister. I recorded a conversation between my sister and me and put the audio over a video of the photos I made projected on my family’s TV. I then painted an abstract piece of art to further explore how I visualize my sister’s room.